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OblivionOblivion I can taste the sadnessIn each and every dayIt tears me up inside I can feel my mind wanderTo the wrong placesAnd the wrong times Do I deserve to feelThis way all my life?Is this my future plan? Yet my minds still goesTo places forbiddenAnd I will feel the tears Nothing can break thisWall I placed myself withinI belong in this oblivion I can feel the tortureOf my own mind chiding meLeading me to nowhere
think back (day 1)remember me whenyour mind explodes with dark soundsbreaking like the waves
A friendship lostI had this thought it my head.If you would've stayed with me, how would our lives be?Would they be a fairytale, like the ones we used to believe?Or would they be like the hell your parents go through?We will never know, since you walked away from me.Watching your back disappearing into the setting sun...Will this make me stronger, or will I break apart?I broke down, depression washing over me...Why did this happen to me?Am I really that bad?Do I really deserve this pain inside?Looking back now, I realize I don't.I'm worth so much more than you could ever understand.If you came crawling back to me, begging my forgiveness, what would I do?Open my arms to you or push you away?If you don't come back, will I forget this?Get over it?That is yet to be seen...A friendship has been lost.
Control of NothingControl of Nothing Wasting here- torn in twoWatching a clockI wait for youWandering deeplywithin my soulTrying to find peace-A search for controlControl of my lifeControl of my pastControl of my future-Is it going to last?Wondering in fearHiding in shameNobody but meis here to blame.Tear out my heartPour out this sinTake it awayBefore it beginsThere is no control- don’t be a foolThe controlis an illusion andwe all make our ownIllusions to holdDeep in our dreamsIllusions to keepwhere no one can seeHide them awayand wait for a dayWhen they canrelease into awake-less sleep.